anitabonita

I really need vent to someone. Where are the people I talk to most when I need them? They all tell me I don't deserve anything I'm getting right now because it's not right. They all say I can do better, anyone else is lucky enough to have me. They say I'm just looking too hard. What I really want is for him to understand everything I do, I want him to fuckin' listen to me for once. I don't need this, I tell myself I need to move on, I need to forget about him, but once I start to do that, he makes his way back in, and gets me back to where I was before. I don't know if all this is worth it. She says the easiest way out is to leave. She says I need to grow up and listen to myself. He says I deserve much better. He also said;

"You're fucking amazing!
I see it every second i'm with you.
Thats why I know how great you are"

but everything is not as easy as it seems.