the most fucked up shit you could ever say to me made me realize how much of an asshole you really are.

"I don't know why
I'm drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?"

"So won't you be my honey bee?
Giving me kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine"

it's harder than i thought. but you seem to be doing fine.

Waiting game.

I'm so tired. I didn't get enough sleep. It's dark in my room and that means it's probably time for a nap. I kept yawning at work. boo, it's Friday night and I need something to do after my nap.

imy.

We will both be okay in the long run. It sounds so cliche but I feel like I'm always going to love you no matter what gets in the way. Always.

Letting go isn't going to be easy.

I'd rather let go and be by myself.

she makes me smile

i think prom night got me sick.

no jacket + windy/super cold weather = sickness.

I collect DVDs.

There's a whole bunch in my room, and there are more, believe it or not.

"lol anita bonita i can't find any job anywhere and that whore told me she'd rehire me!"

hahaha best thing i've heard all day! one of my co-workers really referred to our manager as a whore. LOL

Birthday Dinner/Day

It really didn't feel like my birthday. It felt like just another ordinary day. And honestly, for a second I forgot it was my birthday. Birthday dinner at BJ's on Saturday night with closest friends and I studied/washed cars/watched movie/hung out with Tristan on my actual birthday. I wanted to get a tan while washing the cars today but I ended up getting sunburned. FAIL. I should try to get back to studying for this bio midterm tomorrow. This is horrible.